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brookley manor

by back left

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1.
this city cuts like glass the pain is deep but it wont last i need to find a place to keep out the cold but your bed feels the most like home her eyes look like the ocean to me her kiss taste like sea salt and peppermint tea the words are tickling the tip of my tongue they try to escape but they get stuck in my lungs she pulls me in close to her chest i can feel her pulse in her breath i need her when im out in the cold o you keep me so warm cop cars across the street not nearly old enough to drink the lights were all flashing red and green across her hair and down to her knees her hips are lined up right next to mine i can feel her hand riding up my thigh theres to much heat beneath the sheets but that cant be the only reason we meet her paper notes are not like her texts hits something close to my chest i read them when im out in the cold o you keep me so warm blankets arent enough for me i need a body with boney knees wrapped around me close enough to feel me breath something that i wanna keep? keep me so warm
2.
warm 02:55
this city cuts like glass the pain is deep but it wont last i need to find a place to keep out the cold but your bed feels the most like home her eyes look like the ocean to me her kiss taste like sea salt and peppermint tea the words are tickling the tip of my tongue they try to escape but they get stuck in my lungs she pulls me in close to her chest i can feel her pulse in her breath i need her when im out in the cold o you keep me so warm cop cars across the street not nearly old enough to drink the lights were all flashing red and green across her hair and down to her knees her hips are lined up right next to mine i can feel her hand riding up my thigh theres to much heat beneath the sheets but that cant be the only reason we meet her paper notes are not like her texts hits something close to my chest i read them when im out in the cold o you keep me so warm blankets arent enough for me i need a body with boney knees wrapped around me close enough to feel me breath something that i wanna keep? keep me so warm
3.
outside on the front porch chain smoking cigarettes i look down at the floor not out of boredom but theres so much more to it these conversation these words these fully burnt out cigarettes light one more talk your shit cuz were still not over it. all these fucking people do you know them do you think they know you too i get to know you best hearing all the shit you went through hold on my heart my brain my chest my fucking cigarettes ill never get over this on the front porch i am vunerable on the front porch i just let it all go you made me believe in the impossible let's find a place to be alone we lie in the sheets watching time expiring i let her waves crash over me its only a matter of time before the great divide upon looking back youll see you should have left it in the sheets
4.
outside on the front porch chain smoking cigarettes i look down at the floor not out of boredom but theres so much more to it these conversation these words these fully burnt out cigarettes light one more talk your shit cuz were still not over it. all these fucking people do you know them do you think they know you too i get to know you best hearing all the shit you went through hold on my heart my brain my chest my fucking cigarettes ill never get over this on the front porch i am vunerable on the front porch i just let it all go you made me believe in the impossible let's find a place to be alone we lie in the sheets watching time expiring i let her waves crash over me its only a matter of time before the great divide upon looking back youll see you should have left it in the sheets
5.
im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here i cant keep thinking this will all go away if you just stay these feelings theyre nostalgia im trapped in this place i just cant see your face im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here theres a party were invited and im alone again youre off somewhere with your friends youre the only one i know here i came to get my head clear you make me feel alright im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here i know once i finally let go ill be able to find a home no apologies no more letters im sick of hoping in this town youll do better youll do better im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here (youll do better) with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here (youll do better)
6.
im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here i cant keep thinking this will all go away if you just stay these feelings theyre nostalgia im trapped in this place i just cant see your face im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here theres a party were invited and im alone again youre off somewhere with your friends youre the only one i know here i came to get my head clear you make me feel alright im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here i know once i finally let go ill be able to find a home no apologies no more letters im sick of hoping in this town youll do better youll do better im back at brookley again and i dont wanna be here (youll do better) with who they say are my friends and i dont wanna leave here (youll do better)
7.
tbh 02:36
im moving on im moving on dont tell me youd do anything now we went this long for sure im gone dont tell me youd change your mind now you were just desperate and confused with nothing much to lose you were just scared to be alone and to be honest we were on the same boat nothings changed nothings changed i was just sad about the way i left were not the same were on a different page you were just sad about the way i left you were just desperate and confused with nothing much to lose you were just scared to be alone and to be honest we were on the same boat we were never meant to be you never saw me for me i could have called it from the start but i was jaded from a broken heart im moving on im moving on we went this long for sure im gone nothings change no nothings changed were not the same were on a different page we were just desperate and confused with nothing much to lose you were just scared to be alone and to be honest we were on the same boat
8.
tbh
im moving on im moving on dont tell me youd do anything now we went this long for sure im gone dont tell me youd change your mind now you were just desperate and confused with nothing much to lose you were just scared to be alone and to be honest we were on the same boat nothings changed nothings changed i was just sad about the way i left were not the same were on a different page you were just sad about the way i left you were just desperate and confused with nothing much to lose you were just scared to be alone and to be honest we were on the same boat we were never meant to be you never saw me for me i could have called it from the start but i was jaded from a broken heart im moving on im moving on we went this long for sure im gone nothings change no nothings changed were not the same were on a different page we were just desperate and confused with nothing much to lose you were just scared to be alone and to be honest we were on the same boat
9.
ive been drinking a lot it doesnt help im depressed doesnt help im a mess ive been drinking a lot i dont think that you can tell i just hide it well on those long nights away the ones i wish i could stay in forever and never go back to this endeavor of drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot we used to drink a lot back when we lived together now dont you remember we hated drinking so much but it was better than being sober fearing the day when summer is over cuz on those long nights away the ones i wish i could stay in forever and never go back to this endeavor of drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot not that it is over but i gotta stay sober but the words you say are so filled with pain and i am ashamed at those on those long nights away the ones i wish i could stay in forever and never go back to this endeavor of drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot
10.
ive been drinking a lot it doesnt help im depressed doesnt help im a mess ive been drinking a lot i dont think that you can tell i just hide it well on those long nights away the ones i wish i could stay in forever and never go back to this endeavor of drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot we used to drink a lot back when we lived together now dont you remember we hated drinking so much but it was better than being sober fearing the day when summer is over cuz on those long nights away the ones i wish i could stay in forever and never go back to this endeavor of drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot not that it is over but i gotta stay sober but the words you say are so filled with pain and i am ashamed at those on those long nights away the ones i wish i could stay in forever and never go back to this endeavor of drinking a lot ive been drinking a lot
11.
your name taste like baking soda toothpaste it taste good in my mouth but when i spit it out itll taste better in the worst way but they say its good for you its good for you dont let it show thats when she starts to go itll feel better in the worst way your face looks like a movie frame by frame you can take it slow but you lose control itll feel better in the worst way but they say its good for you well its good for you dont let it out thats what lifes about itll feel better in the worst ways but youre a fool for her and shes just not that into you youll fall head over heels or ass over ankles just hear her say to you thats good for you well its good for you good for you well its so fucking good for you aint it good for you so fucking good for you
12.
your name taste like baking soda toothpaste it taste good in my mouth but when i spit it out itll taste better in the worst way but they say its good for you its good for you dont let it show thats when she starts to go itll feel better in the worst way your face looks like a movie frame by frame you can take it slow but you lose control itll feel better in the worst way but they say its good for you well its good for you dont let it out thats what lifes about itll feel better in the worst ways but youre a fool for her and shes just not that into you youll fall head over heels or ass over ankles just hear her say to you thats good for you well its good for you good for you well its so fucking good for you aint it good for you so fucking good for you
13.
u.we.i 01:42
lets face it i know im all to blame but you cant sit there and not feel any shame you know how this ends we cant be friends i wont hold onto hope you call me up we used to fuck i need someone to hold intense i know so ive been told by you a few too many times you wont come up we both hung up im having intrusive thoughts you think im cheating we dont believe it but i think that your better off
14.
lets face it i know im all to blame but you cant sit there and not feel any shame you know how this ends we cant be friends i wont hold onto hope you call me up we used to fuck i need someone to hold intense i know so ive been told by you a few too many times you wont come up we both hung up im having intrusive thoughts you think im cheating we dont believe it but i think that your better off
15.
when i wake up i see your face in all the people i date and its been hold long since i broke your heart i wish we could restart but that wont work we tried i found someone new but i still cry everytime i think of you and me i think i love her dont wanna another but im still thinking of you im still thinking of you i should let these feelings go i should have left them back at the home we used to share together it was called brookley manor when i stop with all these feelings ill start believing that you wont need me
16.
cold showers 03:13
when i wake up i see your face in all the people i date and its been hold long since i broke your heart i wish we could restart but that wont work we tried i found someone new but i still cry everytime i think of you and me i think i love her dont wanna another but im still thinking of you im still thinking of you i should let these feelings go i should have left them back at the home we used to share together it was called brookley manor when i stop with all these feelings ill start believing that you wont need me
17.
saw what you were doing off a cell phone you saw me scrolling through your feed you used to tell me youd jump into my bones now i remember why i leave how come you only hit me up when your lit why do i never wanna leave is this the best id ever get? is there hope for my pipe dream? stop texting me if were not meant to be stop feeling sorry for me i dont need your sympathy do think we had an expiration? do you think that we'd outlast the course? perhaps were entirely different people what if only we were bored? now im not ready to start the talking and i think youre putting off too long is there a reason why youre calling? Or are we just here to point out all my flaws? stop texting me if were not meant to be stop feeling sorry for me i dont need your sympathy you said it yourself im not who you think i was and ive said it before its not worth the fight its caused you said it yourself im not who you think i was and ive said it before its not worth the fight its caused its not worth the fight its caused.
18.
saw what you were doing off a cell phone you saw me scrolling through your feed you used to tell me youd jump into my bones now i remember why i leave how come you only hit me up when your lit why do i never wanna leave is this the best id ever get? is there hope for my pipe dream? stop texting me if were not meant to be stop feeling sorry for me i dont need your sympathy do think we had an expiration? do you think that we'd outlast the course? perhaps were entirely different people what if only we were bored? now im not ready to start the talking and i think youre putting off too long is there a reason why youre calling? Or are we just here to point out all my flaws? stop texting me if were not meant to be stop feeling sorry for me i dont need your sympathy you said it yourself im not who you think i was and ive said it before its not worth the fight its caused you said it yourself im not who you think i was and ive said it before its not worth the fight its caused its not worth the fight its caused.
19.
storage 03:13
looks like its time for me to go over the river i made from the years of picking at your soul im sorry that i ever made you think of me for all the times i said id be the strong shoulder you were meant to lean on i know i was wrong ive been in storage slowly hoping that id be took out with the trash theres no going back its all in the past like i said ill be leaving now unless theres something to say to somehow bring me round theres no way theres too much pain if im somewhere youll never see will you start to forget me ill keep you around ill make you sounds to keep you close for now until i can finally start clearing out
20.
looks like its time for me to go over the river i made from the years of picking at your soul im sorry that i ever made you think of me for all the times i said id be the strong shoulder you were meant to lean on i know i was wrong ive been in storage slowly hoping that id be took out with the trash theres no going back its all in the past like i said ill be leaving now unless theres something to say to somehow bring me round theres no way theres too much pain if im somewhere youll never see will you start to forget me ill keep you around ill make you sounds to keep you close for now until i can finally start clearing out
21.
ill no longer be afraid of mosquito bites its just another thing thatll keep me up at night at least its rational at least its pure at least its not something that ive conjured if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you im alone most summer feeling stuck my legs they itch and scratch and i feel fucked theres a world that exists outside of my bedroom and the bugs they dont bite on a crescent moon if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you i cant blame this colder weather for not feeling any better i can feel shitty in a sweater trying to forget her at least its rational at least its pure at least its not something that ive conjured if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you (theres a world that exists outside of my bedroom and the bugs they dont bite on a crescent moon if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you)
22.
ill no longer be afraid of mosquito bites its just another thing thatll keep me up at night at least its rational at least its pure at least its not something that ive conjured if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you im alone most summer feeling stuck my legs they itch and scratch and i feel fucked theres a world that exists outside of my bedroom and the bugs they dont bite on a crescent moon if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you i cant blame this colder weather for not feeling any better i can feel shitty in a sweater trying to forget her at least its rational at least its pure at least its not something that ive conjured if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you (theres a world that exists outside of my bedroom and the bugs they dont bite on a crescent moon if i just walk out ill see you soon i cant keep a secret how bout you)

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released September 3, 2021

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